Sitting in my emotions.

Sitting in my emotions sucks.
Getting stuff done in spite of overwhelming emotions today feels great.
Having to face the changes that are causing the sucky emotions, sucks more.
Being just a little bit less good at finding more appropriate or nicer language right now makes me smile.
I don't have to change anything about how I feel. I can sit here, waiting for class to start, realize I did a great job in my class, and that I'm almost done with the summer semester, and am on my way to a degree (which I never imagined being a possibility in my life), and be content and satisfied and sad and overwhelmed all at once and that's o.k.
I'm allowed.
I'm growing up.
Holy cow.
Yay me!