This Particular Monday

I'm tired, and lonely, and angry, and feeling out of control. The only reason I'm not hungry is because eating seems to be the only vice left. Are vices necessary, if I manage to get rid of this last vice of eating, will I find others to fill the void? I don't want to return to the old vices, I don't know how living life without vices is possible. I want to be a "good person" and I've given up on being "normal" and I'm not strange enough to be "legally insane".

Cookies solve nothing, but they sure taste good!