Ahh, Changes...

We've started school.  I hated school.  It's hard to push them to go, when I know it was a horrible experience for me.  But I've got to do it.  And I'm getting some healing for the child-tallie within me.  I'm able to do for and give to my children that which I did not receive from my parents.  It's a blessing, and I know that they will be better in the long run, as will I.  In the meantime, I get the joy of persevering through change, and the not-so-much comfort that comes from the knowledge that God will be with me, and has me, and I'll come out the other end stronger and healthier.  Ugh.